well... im very sorry for what i said below... \/.
its my fucking fault we're growing apart. maybe i made the wrong choice? i dont know. aaron says he loves m; and i think he really does. i really felt like it wasnt possible. and i guess i love him too.. whether or not it is still love-for-now. but god... the things he says make me melt. randomly telling me he wants to marry me tops my list; how he could die in my arms and be happy; and everything else he does. so how did i make the bad choice? i cant see how tess is the wrong choice. i love her so much as a friend... but im scared that im slowly being etched out of her life... i hate myself.